buffering.

i think it's the prospect of leaving my comfort zone. the fact that i may actually (and FINALLY) be graduating.

it may not look like it. BUT I AM SCARED.

so, i jog. err.. rather, i walk.

i've been WALKING for three days straight. (freakin' fourth day today!)

or, as i've been telling my youngest sister: I just want to look thin / nice / "sexy" for the 17th. you know, for the graduation pictures.

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the last time i consciously thought of loosing weight was last october, in preparation for my sister's wedding. obviously, it failed.

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btw, as this is my personal blog ( my friend dean implies my posts are not smart nor intellectual), here are some pictures from our thesis wrap-up party last March 25: (photo credits: lloyd fontilla, jam macabeo and mark telan)

with Mark,
my runner and one of those who willingly shared his thesis time with me:

with my "batch mate" chamcham (she's aiming for the "02" sign):

sitting and having fun at the "delayed" table:

(L-R: Mark, Hazel, Me, Cham and Norman)

this time we're joined by Nikko: 

(and yes, we're just posing with the drinks. ;p)

playing with the kids:

(norman made me do this!!!) 

and more wholesome pictures all-around:

 (most of them taken minutes before leaving the party)

a picture with TEAM AIT:

with Arch. / Sir Alex:

(L-R: Jam, Cham, Aldrin, Me, Sir Alex, Hazel)

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more narcissism:

i was browsing through my pictures over the years, and i was SHOCKED to discover that i seem to have a "patented pose". see for yourself:

(L-R: October 2010, April 2009, March 2006)

 (L-R: Feb 2008, Mar 2011)

other than the obvious sign that i did gained weight, it looks like i have to learn some alternative poses.hehe.

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let me just say i'll miss this guy, if i do succumb to the idea that i'd work in the province until i'm ready for the boards. =)

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random bonding pictures from our March 13 "get together" and Mama Mia's treat:

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THESIS. GRADUATION. BOYFRIEND.

Okay, maybe i'm just afraid of the "boyfriend" part.

so this is how FEAR feels like.

i NEED to graduate next month.
i NEED to find an archl job, ASAP.

=/

Wednesday tidbits.

this is why tweeting is better than blogging. 

Ate the leftover Charlie's Burger from last night.
Had my morning coffee.
Emailed my CWTS 2 professor.

Should be running for the lunch mass.
(It's Ash Wednesday! Lenten Season's here!)

I just have to get this 1pm-4pm class routine. (at least six more sessions to go!)
Crossing my fingers, that I am not too far behind.

(25 sketches for LA1 --- due next week!)

psych101 reporting on Friday.
Should start with the thesis book by Friday night.
Dinner with TEAM AIT before that.

why oh why oh why oh why am i still feeling like this?

some thesis.

i should be posting my actual thesis output, but i figured i can do that once i'm officially done with the book.

so, here's me on that unforgettable feb 22 afternoon --- all yellow, without any sleep, and trying to look like i'm all set for that bright architecture future:

the AIT jury was explaining something here

i watch as my jury scrutinize my outputs:

yes, more explainin' on my end

and picture with my tatay, after the delibs:

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give me at least three more weeks.
and i swear this blog will be back in full swing. ;p