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24.4.11

recap.

april’s almost over.

and i can’t believe it’s not even a month ago when i’ve last ranted my share of thoughts in here.

i felt like it’s been ages. same feeling i get whenever i get swamped with a lot of things-to-do and end up finding my self at loss for words (and time) of how and when to share them.

that’s when i end up posting my relatively outdated pictures. i believe they compensate for my newly acquired skills of lacking the ability to put my thoughts into sentences that make sense.

which is why, even though it’s only been a month, i’d do that amazing technique again.

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i finally graduated last week. it’s not even a week. (it was around 1am last monday when we all got back from UP. yep, my entire family plus my Uncle attended my college and university graduation.)

if you followed my tweets, or is among my elite facebook circle of friends, you’d have an idea of how much i was NOT looking forward on attending graduation. i seriously cannot explain it myself.

i think, maybe, i am not yet ready to bid goodbye to the institution that i’ve been a part of for almost a decade.

or, maybe, that i am simply afraid of moving forward. “graduating” meant leaving my comfort zone --- and, The UP College of Architecture was my personal brand of comfort.

ah yes, stop me before I get emotional.

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the bottomline is simply that i didn’t expect this much from this academic year. it's been exhausting, and filled with unforgettable deadlines...

God is just uber powerful and all-knowing. 
If He thinks it’s time for me to get my dream degree, then all I’m left to do is accept it.

Here’s me, THE UP ARCHITECTURE GRADUATE!

 a shot with my boyfriends, Tatay and Tito Father, immediately after the Arki Graduation Rites

photon taken by Mark Telan, one of my best arki friends, minutes before the University Graduation


tweeting my way to the ceremony. (photo creedit: jan de villeres)

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you'd think i'd have tons of photos from that historical event. and i don't.
but i am on the process of compiling photos (of which my face accidentally appear) from fellow arki grads. 
i should be posting that collection on my facebook soon. =)

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my tweets last sunday. 
(for them to make sense, you should read them from the bottom up. it's how the twitter timeline works. ;p)

during the college grad:


at the univ grad (and on our way home):


what i felt when i got hold of the (ceremonial) diploma:

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my not-so-little younger sisters entertaining themselves while waiting for us:

seated during the arki grad rites
L-R: France Lizette, Franz Lesly, Franc Lorraine

lizette and lesly walking around the academic oval

our bunso loving the vargas museum


 Ba and Lesly waiting at our red-plated service for the day

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i wish i can flatout share that i’ve been doing a lot of productive things lately.

being a UP graduate, i am aware that a lot of people expect mountains of things from me.

uhm, yeeees... i’ve been productive.
and i am perfectly happy!

i’m even feeling like i am committing a sin against (architecture) nature because i sleep anytime, whenever i want to. (oo na, AKO NA!)

i just recently unpacked my things (mostly books and magazines), and arranged them into “my” room.

i currently stopped looking for work, turned down three invites for interview, and refused two job offers. (oo na, AKO NA NGA TALAGA!)

i wake up every morning smiling ---  knowing that I am literally home. =))

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i have resolved to work here in Lopez, Quezon... for now.
at least until Mommy returns from Libya.

there’s also a baptism scheduled for my niece Cesca.

i wouldn’t want to be the only one in Manila when the entire family’s on bonding mode.

Baby Ealissandra Francesca Capellan - Uy


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i can’t believe i am now living my dream. anak ng tupa.

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one minor problem though: i think my clothes have shrunk.

i blame the provincial air.
and, i’ve only been here for a week.

15.2.11

gimme, gimme, gimme.

by this time next week, i should be all set for THE presentation of my life.

a peek at my laptop's desktop clearly shows my current state of mind:

and yes, I AM JUST DOING IT. not literally 'just' doing it, but nonstop driving my mouse. i'm getting there, one line at a time. =)

i have to produce six 30"x40" presentation boards (because i don't think the boards i have submitted last friday will cut it), a 1.2mx1.2m scale model, a fully rendered computer model of my complex' exterior, a better version of my powerpoint presentation, and those a3 working drawings (probably around 50 sheets of CAD stuff).

antindi lang. antindi ko lang. =D

thank God for my ever so wonderful family --- Mommy, Tatay, Ate Loy (and Kuya Earl), Lorraine, Lesly and Lizette, Tito Father; and of course, my roomates and friends --- I am staying sane.

Little steps. I'm getting there. =)





25.4.10

because i'm old school. (and really vain, sometimes.)

i finally gained 'nuf courage to post a new facebook profile picture. it's the same picture i posted from my previous entry, the one showing my relatively new 'do. i don't really want to post it, as i don't want to get "embarassing" compliments. haha. but a procastinating mind's gotta do what it can do, riiiight?

i spent time tweaking it a bit--- blurring it a little, changing it to black and white. (the result is a huge old-school-looking, id-worthy, amateurish pic.)

i don't usually register well on cam, 'lest i am on my "angle". (sorry to burst the bubble guys, but there's an entire encyclopedia of tricks we follow to make us incredibly pretty for pictures. hahaha.)

yes, i am very much aware, that picture isn't my best shot... which is why i like it. =)

(is it just me or is my writing style migraine-worthy? forgive me folks. my writing depends on my mood. three fourths of my brain's all used up--- math54 formulas. *ahem*)

i am still not used to THE bangs. this summer hell (read: killer temp!) isn't helping me on my quest of "letting my hair down". i am just slowly internalizing the look. (the haircut's pretty expensive, you know. ;p)

i have to document my state of mind too. even though i know i probably won't be so proud of this particular entry.

it's just that... good things happen whenever i blog.

and again, a procastinating mind's gotta do what it can do.

my profile pictures thru time:

my very first fb profile picture. 
shot taken january 2009. 
cropped from a picture with my younger sister ba.

 
i loved how i "glowed" on this one. 
this is a picture with my bestfriend icha, July 2009.



note my genuine-looking, super warm smile. 
shot taken early this year.



if only i didn't put my hair up, this picture could've transcended all of my pictures to date.
haha. vain ego signing out. ;p